REGRET IS ALL I CAN DO
How can anyone be sure about anything?
It has been around 19 years of my existence and I am embarrassed to say that I haven't made any (not even one) decision on my own. From selecting my dresses to choosing my toothpaste, I need someone. I am like a virus who needs a host to live. IT REALLY HURTS TO ADMIT THIS. As every girl dreams of having an independent life.
For the first time in my life I tried to take the reins in my hands. My parents being "cool" gave me the opportunity to chose my career (many kids in India ain't lucky like me). Ignoring the cons of Indian Education System, I would like to tell you my story (or otherwise I will keep cribbing about how this system is so shallow ).
"Beta admission kahan liya ?"
And I had this unknown urge of proving myself to them. I don't know about you but I surely care what my relatives and gali wali auntys think of me. But now I would like to ask some things from my inner self:
Who are "they"?
What do "they" mean to me?
Is there really any competition between me and Sharma Ji's beta?
And who the fuck is he? (I haven't met him! Have I?)
80% of bad decisions taken by Indian students is not because of peer pressure, it is cause of AUNTY PRESSURE.
Keeping these potential reasons of my life's most immature choice aside. I am proud to have made such a beautiful family in Hansraj which will surely be my driving force for the next two years. Though I am still trying to change my college. This time giving preference to a satisfying course. Let's see what future has in store.
I hope I do something great. LIFE IS A HILL, and I want to climb it afar.
I hope I do something great. LIFE IS A HILL, and I want to climb it afar.
P.S With all due respect I am not blaming any aunty for my wrong decision, rather I am blaming myself for being a fool.